Things I'll never say

I'm talking out my hair, I'm pulling at my clothes, I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows, I'm staring at my feet, my checks are turning red, I'm searching for the words inside my head, cause I'm felling nervous, trying to be so perfect, cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yeah, If I could say what I want to say, I'd say what about you, be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight, I f I could say what I want to see, I want to see you go down, on one knee, marry me today, yes I'm wising my life away with these things I'll never say ~