Everybody hurts someday, it's ok to be afraid.

Stop standing there, stop acting like you don't care. Stop being scared, stop acting like you don't care.

Do not waste another day, do not waste another minute. I can not wait to see your face just to show how much I'm in it. Open up your heart, help me understand please tell me who you are so I can show who I am.~

                  And that's why I smile.

I can be tough I can be strong but with you,  it's not like that at all. There's a girl who gives a shit behind this wall you've just walked through it & I remember, all those crazy things you said, you left them riding through my head, you're always there, you're everywhere but right now I wish you were here. All those crazy things we did didn't think about it, just went with it, you're always there, you're everywhere but right now I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn what I'd do to have you near, near, near I wish you were here.  love the way you are it's who I am, don't have to try hard. 

"Quizá sería mejor que te callaras incluso cuando ésto se pone difícil cariño, porque esto es amor."

Black star, black star forever you will be a shining star, shining star be whatever you can be a rock star, rock star, you will always be a black star, black star. ★

You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper. Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper.

Quiero regresar a aquel lugar, al lugar donde ambos sellamos el pacto sin darnos cuenta. A partir de ese momento los dos pudimos darnos cuenta que algo estaba por nacer, que algo iba a suceder pero por miedo, por miedo al futuro decidimos dejarlo ir. Solo quiero que sepas que yo estoy dispuesta a arriesgarlo si tu estas conmigo.

~Hello, Hello, Hola! I'm at a place called Vertigo, ¿dónde está? It's everything I wish I didn't know but you give me something I can feel.

Siempre necesité tiempo para mi pero nunca imaginé que te necesitaría cuando lloro. Y los días parecen años cuando estoy sola, y la cama donde mentías está hecha de tu lado. Cuando caminas lejos, cuento los pasos que das, ¿puedes ver cuanto te necesito ahora?. Cuando te vas, las piezas de mi corazón te extrañan, cuando te vas mi cara demuestra que te extraña también. Cuando te vas, no consigo las únicas palabras que necesito oír para sentirme bien. Te extraño. Nunca me sentí de ésta manera antes, todo lo que hago me recuerda a ti.  La ropa que dejaste está en el suelo y huelen a ti, amo las cosas que haces. Fuimos hechos el uno al otro, estaré aquí para siempre, yo se lo que éramos. Todo lo que siempre quise es que supieras, a todo lo que hago le doy mi corazón y alma. Me cuesta respirar, necesito sentirte cerca mío. 

 Tu no estas solo, estamos juntos, estaré a tu lado. Tú sabes que te agarraré de la mano cuando empeore y ahora se siente como el final, no hay lugar a donde ir. Tú sabes que no me rendiré. No,  no me  rendiré. Sigue aferrándote porque tú sabes que lo         superaremos. Solo mantente fuerte porque tu sabes que estoy aquí para ti. No hay nada que puedas decir,nada que   puedas hacer, no hay otro camino cuando la verdad aparece,   solo aférrate porque tú sabes que lo superaremos. Tan lejano,    desearía que estuvieses aquí. Antes de que sea muy tarde porque  ésto podría desaparecer. Antes que la puerta se cierre, viene un final pero contigo a mi lado pelearé  y defenderé. No hay nada   que puedas decir, nada que puedas hacer, no hay otro camino      cuando la verdad aparece. Escúchame cuando digo que creo que    nada cambiará, nada cambiará el destino. Lo que sea que  signifique lo solucionaremos perfectamente. Solo aférrate porque tu sabes que lo superaremos.

I hate myself for being stupid, for being a bad person, for do what I did, both of us knew it was bad, so what? we did it, but it was YOUR fault, you started, you told that, you kissed me. And now I have to pay it, because I lost a good friend and I lost you, that was the reason why I cried, because everybody will think i'm a bad person but I don't care losing my friendship with him if I can be with you. I hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself! and now, do you know what it's the worst part? You did that, and now you're acting like everything is right.

Life's so sad, even more when you're in love and it's not the right person for you. I'm a strong person you know? No many people can support see how the love of his life is talking about her girls, pretending you don't care at all

NOW I REALIZE I HAVE TO CHANGE MY AGE IN MY INFORMATION.

You know what it's the worst part? You will never feel something for me, because you have that " boys code ".

Damn

Soooooooooooooooo, long time without writing here, i forgot how much i loved my blog, but here i am, not promise i will post always but, i just want to take this space i have, to say something I can't say to other people. Well, long time ago, i was with my best friend, but the relationship turned weird, i didn't want him as a boyfriend anymore, sorry but you were so lazy and always asking some things i don't have to explain you and i don't know, now i think, i don't like you anymore, my heart is looking for someone else, and maybe you think i'm crazy and the worst person you ever met, but well, i don't care, you know why? because now i think, i like another person, and it's someone closer to you, someone you got jealous when he told me something, and if you ever notice that i like him, you're gonna get angry with him and with me and probably, you're not going to talk with me anymore, and i don't want that, so i will never gonna tell you who i love now, but easy boy, it's not a perfect love, it's just a teen love, typic " I LIKE THIS BOY ". 

This is not possible, I can't be in love with my best friend.

"Wait, I won't be hurt, WAKE UP, now, he doesn't care, be yourself, hang out, go out, be with YOUR FRIENDS, and forget him, I know it's hard, but it's the best thing that you can do right now, find new people, contact them and make your life."

All this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending ~

"Fly away from here, can't you? You're so special to me, but now, I don't want to know ANYTHING about you, sorry but that's all, if I continue looking at you, maybe my heart will never love again, and my heart is the boss here, you're in my mind, all the time and I can't say how much I loved you, you have to know that for a time, you were ALL that I needed, then I realize, that my friends are more important than you, for that reason, I want to have you just as a friend, now you don't wanna talk to me, and it's ok, i understand you, but please, dont forget our friendship, we did the second step, now I wanna go back to the first, meet us again if we can."

"I Like chocolate, do you? Yes I do, maybe I'm crazy, but I just can't stop thinking about what you're saying right now, all my friends said that you're the wrong, but maybe I am that. Sorry if I broke your heart. Sorry if I said something that wasn't right, and sorry if you don't understand this beacuse it's in english, but It's easier to me if I write this in another language, I'm sick about spanish, wait, I love it, but it's boring, now I'm listening to music, sad songs, it's obviusly, when someone is hurt inside, you listen to MORE sad songs to break his head, heart and soul."

It's not easy, I just can't imagine how far now you are, how much I broke your heart, but you have to know that you aren't the only one who is crying. I really love you, and you  know it, you have that feeling that I broke up with you because I'm in love with other, YOU have to know, that my love for you has never changed, I love other friends, but NOW, i want to have you as a friend, to tell you all about me, you have a golden heart and I can't be more happy for had you,  but now it's time to say goodbye and hope you have a good life, you have to find someone who is closer than you think, maybe is your neighbour and you don't know her, I didn't want to tell you to find to someone who REALLY love you, because I REALLY LOVED YOU, with all my heart, I was maybe in Mars, waiting to back home and go to the computer and see you there, a relationship with distance doesn't work, I though it was easy, but now I see it's harder than we think, you understood me, you said it was okey when I knew it was a lie, I can't stop thinking about how this is going, I don't wanna lose you but I have to try something different, thanks for being the only one, thanks for make me feel beautiful, lovely, adorable, thanks for everything, and sorry for being such a stupid, and it's nice to know that you were there, thanks for acting like you cared and making me feel like I was the only one, It's nice to know we had it all, thanks for watching as I fall, letting me know we were done.